everyone feels like you.

the internet is awesome/terrible and i’m crazy.

there never has been an engine for instant gratification like the internet. our parents thought television killed our attention spans, but hell, with TV you still had to wait for the shows to come on, and they played at their own pace. on the internet, the videos start when you fucking tell them to. if they don’t, off to another site. 

it trains all of us to be impatient. 

you can always find someone to talk to.

feeling down? you can find complete strangers that will boast your ego like you wouldn’t believe. 

horny? cool, you can find someone pathetic and desperate enough to strip for you or talk dirty to you. 

lonely? you can easily find someone just as lonely to talk to and pretend to understand you.

but it’s not real life.

i’ve made tons of friends on the internet, through facebook, twitter, playing world of warcraft, whatever. i even fell in love with someone i met on the internet. (crazy, huh?) there’s some awesome things on the internet, absolutely. it’s an awesome way to connect with your friends and share your life via status,pictures, etc. but it also can cause a lot of drama in people’s lives and relationships. “Oh my god, you told me you hated her and then you friended her on facebook and liked all her pictures?!” and being forced to see the good ole “<Your Ex’s Name Here> is now in a relationship with <Someone That Isn’t You> is never a good feeling. 

sometimes (just a little bit), i wish i lived in the world before the internet. 

Coordinate brain and mouth. Then ask me what it’s like to have myself so figured out.

I wish I knew.

today i found out that one of my exes is going to be a father. my mind is blown. and it makes me feel old as fuck that people my age are starting to have babies and get married. it’s so crazy that i was with him for like two years and we had plenty of unprotected sex and nothing..and then hi, he gets someone prego from a random time? weeeiiiirddd. so weird. idk how to react at all haha i just feel weird and old and needed to share.

kbye.